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there is nothing new going on...this has been a very boring week. i have been slacking off at work more than before due to my increased hatred of this place. however, i do have a job interview today, i am not getting my hopes up and right now at this point, i am trying not to think about it. so at this point i am not going to talk about it...maybe later, after it is over and i regain the ability to think and speak... (people freak me out, i have severe anxiety problems and meeting new people makes me feel sick to the point of passing out...interviews are always a joy for me!!)

other than that not much is going on. i have started going to a chiropractor for my neck. my x-rays showed that the curve in my neck has started to curve the wrong way, never a good thing. so every day this week and most of next week, my afternoons will be spent getting my neck cracked and then being hooked up to a machine that sends tiny little electrical shocks into my back muscles, oddly enough it feels great. the best part of all of this, is that i have to leave work early every day, damn, so upsetting! ;-)

right well back to not thinking about my interview...this is how bad it is, i did actual work this morning to distract myself from thinking of the interview, yeah it is that bad!!