arugh...

okay so i never worked up the nerve to talk to my boss yesterday...i know, i know...i am a wimp! but i came up with a new plan, i am going to wait until my quartly review at the end of this month and do it at that time. for those of you who many not know this about me, i have a bit of a temper (i am part irish after all!!), and there have been times when i am upset or angry where i kind of lose composure...more like i become a raging banshee...most of the time i don't even know what i have said in the outburst of angry, but none of it is ever good. oh and i don't play nice either when i am mad...if you pissed me off 8 years ago, or even wore something hideously ugly and i lied to you and told you it looked great, yeah it all comes out when i get angry...so since i really don't want to be fired (although i could collect unemployment if i were...) i think it is best to cool down and wait a week or so to have the big conversation with the boss...